Hey yo, wad up dawgs?! 2day my day wuz pretty boring. I went 2 school then I went home and then I went 2 my ortho. Appointment. Now my teeth hurt but its ok cuz I got really kol new colors on my teeth cuz I have braces! I got green and blue and they look really cool. But newaze 2day im feeling really depressed cuz the guy I like doesn’t like me back and it sux really bad when u like some one sooo much but they just don’t like u back and there is really nothing u can do about it. Yea well I like this guy sooo much I think about him all the time but just recently I found out that he asked out a girl that I no and im kinda jealous cuz I think she is really pretty but I really like him and it sux noing that u like a person but he just doesn’t like u back. And wut sux eve more is that he knows that I like him but he went ahead and asked her out newaze.i like him so much that I used 2 talk 2 him on the fone until 1:30 in the morning until he hasn’t called me since Saturday. But he didn’t even tell me that he asked her out but I don’t blame him cuz he probably thought that I would get mad if he told me and hes rite I would cuz I got a little upset when I found out that he liked her but he did tell me that his self. But I like him so much its not even funny that he asked her but its not like I can do anything about it. I feel really upset tho cuz I like him sooo much. Why cant he just like me back. I guess I could just move on but I really don’t want 2 cuz when he asked her she didn’t say yes but she didn’t say no either so I might still have a chance with him but I don’t think that’s going 2 be happening any time soon cuz I don’t think im that pretty and he would probably agree well I really don’t know he did tell me I think that he kinda likes me but im not really sure. I think I should just move on cuz that’s what other people have told me besides there are other guys out there that like me that I could like back. People tell me that im just wasting my time but I really don’t know. Im really upset about that I just don’t know wut 2 do. Its just not fair when u think theres someone else out there that u think is pretty and u wish u could look something close to how pretty they are but there is nothing u can do about it u just have 2 except the way u are. Well that’s pretty much now I feel rite about now. I also feel depressed cuz I feel that my friends are leaving me out of some stuff that they are doing and it makes me feel like crap. Its either they don’t know that they are leaving me out or they just don’t care and I think its cuz they don’t know cuz I don’t think my best friend would leave me out like that cuz she is my best friend and she wouldn’t do that to me or im hoping that thats wut it is but its really kinda hurting my feelings. My boyfriend and I just broke up this last Tuesday but for some reason im not 2 disappointed cuz I wuz thinking about breakin up with him newaze. Im still really sad that the guy that I like doesn’t like me its just not fair I really wish he did then I would be so happy. I also wanted 2 break up with him cuz I like that other guy better but I thought I would feel bad but its all good now. People tell me that im just wasting my time like a guy that isn’t a very good person 2 like but I really do no cuz I do no that  its good 2 take risks sooo I continued 2 like him but I guess now that’s all down the drain. I guess I could just move on and I think that’s a good idea and I still continue 2 like him but ill just no that im never guna get with. Oooo well I tink ill get over it- hopefully- oooooo yeah guess wut it wuz my best friends b-day 2day and I even wrote happy b-day 2 her on the teachers dry erase board just for her. I care about her so much I just don’t know wut I would do with out her. I would probably die-j/k- but seriously I do really feel like crap cuz its like he wuz leading me acting like he likes me and all but he does flirt with a lot of people so I could just be one of the others. Im soooo sad its just not fair. I want 2 cry and cry but im so mad I just cant and I did kinda let my feelings out just not quite all of them cuz I just cant get mad when im talking to him. Well I have 2 go soo I can talk some other time. BYE!!!!!!!!

hey everbody i just got a xanga yay!!! teri helped me!!! other than that my day was pretty boring so yea well thats bout all i have leave me bunches of comments k!!!

Danielle